New Man's Voice

Thanks for your viewings of this new post, actually I'm working on more blogs to be coming after this, though I'm running out of time. This post will tell you about the so known branch of my interests, i.e a parts of my hobbies, but this times its close to philosophies or thoughts.

Just now, just before I begin to write this post, I've read the very beautiful blogs, one about my favorite local author, Faisal Tehrani, whom I've read one of his popular book, entitled 'Bila Tuhan Berbicara'. I'm keep on getting on his books, for his works is the best of his imagination and thoughts, not to compare with the leading international one.

To be mention with this measures, honestly speaking, I'm looking for the sake of all mankind who seek for the global fairness. Unlike some part, like what claimed by the blog I read before, where in this world there are such an entity who likes to hides the 'lights' given by the God to them from the public. This statements has been thought by the president Mahmoud Ahmadinejad , in his speech read by me in that blog. What he claims is that the scientist and professors did not done the works like what the God has told them to do. They do the job, but instead manipulating it by hiding some useful elements, such as the spiritual and holy parts, which links to the mankind. This could destroy the peace, and distort the nature of the world itself.

I do agree with his statement, well, if the scientist of the leading country has done the true job previously, why then we saw too much of disasters, war, terrorists, and also a human discriminations? There is a 'light' of someone voice that proved that the life we are carry on is containing a final path or destination to the default 'world', where everything starts here. This is our journey, and its only lasts temporarily. So, for this reason, I've found a people like this could be a good interpreter to the world who are in thirst of justice and truth. People of Iran, say did in need of true justice upon them, because they live in a complete disaster in the past of 30 years. Just imagine, how a country of the people who don't commit everything on a war, but instead becomes a victim of terrorism. This could be a bad story but not for this part of a country of a world. They are all humans like we do, they eat, they live, they work and play like we do, so what in the world did the power world got to do with it? War? Kill? Conquer? Perhaps they seek an extra freedom by doing this, so that they could overtake or hide all of the innocent worlds' gifts or advantages, like what have they found so far.

As to the new man's voice, this will be like him and the author of my new favorite books of a thoughts, philosophy and also a humanity and nature. This person talks much of the God teachings, mankind and the relationships between them, and therefore it binds together and becomes a very beautiful works so far. I like almost all of his books, where the books discuss a lot of topics, more than just the religous or the science as well. I covers through almost every aspects of human beings, so that I think this person might have a huge perspective of human journey as well. He might know more about our journey on earth, like what to be called a 'Khalifah', the man who sent by God to earth to manage earth and to pray to Him, and describes it harmonically in his books. I like it. The ideas behind his works can be my examples of my daily routines, as I wouldn't confuse of any bad things exists on this world.


To be true, I am a software engineer, but, in the same time, I would like to practice it in the very true ways according to the God, my only religous and teachings, thus a philosophies lies beyond it. In this holy month of Islam, may I take the time to 'repair' myself and upgrading my track upon the right path to the God. This is related to how I manage my life, how well I accomplish my tasks, my future and my destiny. Together, I would like to share this bless with all of the participating people, especially muslims around the world. This may include the unity of all the residents of the innocent people, by approaching the healthy way of unity and life.


May God bless you always, happy Ramadhan and Eid-Ul-Fitr coming soon.

My Hobbies and works

Hi all, after a 'long time no see' event happens in this blog, I'm here to continue what I'm saying about myself in the only blog about me and my life. Ok, afterall, this is my dream: to enable me to accomplish my life through my hobbies and my work. What I mean by this statement is, everyday I'm facing with a same situation: how to accompany the world with my thoughts, and how to make this world of peoples trust in me. After I keep spinning my head thinking how to solve this matter, finally I've found one solution, to blend anything left behind my dreams, my hobbies and my works together.

What to be the truth is, when I woke up, I always had a dream of the future, where myself is totally 'blended' with the every aspects of the life, my interests, my hobbies and my imagination. This is like what the people said when the dreams comes true, but to me, its more than just the dream itself. It also includes my interests, my hobbies and the likes. This is because my interests have many aspects of my life and my behaviour, like, for example, I take one of it, say, cooking. When I do cooking, I get the meals I want, that suits to my health, cuisines and also the eating style. I am the one who only know, after a long period of discoveries upon myself, that whatever contains in my interest or hobbies is related to myself, including my own spirit of nature, and also health. What I want and don't like is always contain in my hobbies, like when I played some musics on an instrument such as the organ, I do exercise my fingers, hands, arms and also my legs, where it moves my circulation of bloods, my moods, where it suits to the songs that I played, and my soul, relaxed, while attempting to believe that I can played such a beautiful songs. Thats all the relationships between my hobbies and health.

While for my works, I've also found some similar relationships, but this times it seldom flaws, like a plane wants to land in a crosswind condition. If I could handle it easily, than the chance to survive in my life is 100%. To make it easy, it involve a many steps, so as I've took a lot in a past times. This is to be related to my current abilities and disabilities(strength and weaknesses) about my jobs. To overcome this, I have to train a lot instead of practicing a true nature of the works of an engineer, where it could be having a shield from various swords, like the anger, complaints, and unsatisfaction of my jobs. This is the most energy needed part to me, where I do need to build a such 'shield'. This shield may last longer, if it is build by the proper material, and it too could crash soon if it is being built by the less quality ingredients. The ingredients include the strength and weaknesses of myself, where I found it all contains in my hobbies, interests and dreams so far.

What happens in my dreams is it keep telling me the clue to many things, like what I need to do to solve my certain problem of situations, like dealing with a person or any troubleshooting of any part of the system or even totally dealing with the machines. To deal with a human, you need to talk, prove, and relate it to the many parts of the world, to make them understand. As for the system or machines, you need to demonstrate and interact as personally as you could to it, hence the idea of a HAL 9000 supercomputer, which I will be building it soon. One example of my dreams is I keep saw my table fan at my own bedroom(in my dream it appears to be my old bedroom where now it has become my younger brother's room), where it always make its own decision, whether to speed up, slow down, or stops at all, depending on how many times and electricity has been consumed since I'm in that room for a day.(I think this might remind me of staying a long time in a bedroom). And when I fix it, check for the errors, or logs(if it have:)), or re-detach and re-attach it back, it still behave the same. So, after annoyed by that thing, I couldn't bang it, because it is also 'alive', by giving a warning to make the other electrical equipment taking over its behavior if it died soon. After a while, I keep saw the light, keep switched off one by one, after its usage period is over. This also remind me of the electricity usages, as I always left too many lights on in my house. This scenario also keep giving me an idea on how to solve the problems, by relating to all my hobbies and interests.

As I said just now, I could link all the electrical equipment to one central computer, where I could control the times, or its behavior to operates in many conditions, in order to saves the energy. I have a lot of ideas keep growing in my mind about the new inventions, solutions and many alternatives in order to keep myself and this world safe, green and healthy forever.

This is what I call the relationships between my dreams and my interests, beside my hobbies and my works as I told you just now. One other thing is that when I doing my hobbies, it exercise me and unwind me from any pressure I might experience during my works or daily jobs. As for this, I have a new planning, which I would like to join back my music classes that I have left for about a decade ago, where I used to attend the music class to learn the organ at the Technics Music School at Subang Jaya. Here I've learned until grade 4, but never took an exam. I stopped here because I have the other important things to catch up in my life at that time, my studies. At that time, by the year 1997, I was at the Inpens College taking a Pre-Science course held by the Mara Institute of Technology (now UITM), in order to take the engineering course if I could get the good grade. Due to a struggling habits at that time (Pre-UITM course often thaught in that way at many of the franchise available), I have to skip any of my side activities during that time and continue studying. Now is only the best time I thought for myself, of having such the activities in the past times. I can enjoy my hobbies, taking extra curriculum or sports, or having fun enjoying any extra jobs or freelancing works. This could also build my strengths, as I've saw in my dreams earlier.

Ok, this is all for me to talk about my dreams and hobbies, and I would create another blog on my dreams soon, so do keep updated with my daily posts! Adios, big buddy!

Refreshing my world

Ok, just to say that I'm happy today, not because of the rewards or any thankfulness, but this is what I'm going to say.

This week I am feeling lucky because I have found the point where I can match whatever my type is to this world. Before I'm saying this, I just heard someone says that this world is mean, but I bet this statement, where I couldn't found any person with disabilities could not make a money from this world, take Ray Charles for example, why he can remember all his Piano notes whereas he is a blind man?

Haha.. just to mention his name, coz I love enjoying his song nowadays.. in my only laptop!

Ok, what I mean by lucky is I could arrange all my strength and weaknesses, my likes and dislikes, my interests, and my hates.

Just for under certain circumstances, there are something which I called this typical things(you could check this out at my new blog at friendster, addressed at http://fariz_n_friends.blogs.friendster.com/my_friends_and_me/), in order to refers them to the identical part of the items on their own philosophies. This peoples think they could create their own 'world' and rules it, so why don't just do it?

Last night I've just watched some part of the movie entitled 'XXX:......' on Astro, where there were parts where some known gangsters are coming to rules the world in White House, crashing here and there, including taking over a tanker! If this kind of human beings are taking over the government, I'm sure you know what would the world look likes a few years from now. Hope I wouldn't live in a 'Planet Of Apes'.

Lastly, what I want to tell you is, I do love my job, but I also love the harmonic values among the workers, managers, and all staffs.

What I mean is the value of trustness. Yes. This is the most valuable things that I miss a lot.. If and only if I could get this ones, oh God, please help me!!!

All I found in Utusan Melayu (M) Berhad is the lack of this value. All the editors and authors didn't show much of this value a year past. If some problem occurs, all of them seems to blaming each other without pointing to his/herself first. So, when will this problem being solved? While the searching begins, most of a forecasting results seems to be on their own shoulder, e.g. for what purpose in the office they are allowed to play games? When we raised this issues, we get scolded, so this issues remains closed until now.

So it seems like not the rules controls humans, but humans controls the rules. So, what is the implication according to my anology? Haha.. you name it!!

Ok. I've taken too long on writing this post, see ya next post. Don't forget to view my other blogs coming soon(I'm very sorry coz lately I'm in a very 'busy' state, dealing with those situations..so I am in a little chance to write it)

Adios...

A Neat Start

Ok, finally I've got started, at least a few lines of codes in vbscript in Win Vista on my new laptop. The code, from my perspective of view, believed to be the best starter, as the moment I wrote this code was my peak ideas time. I feel non other ways or tools which I can spend except writing it through my mostly used editor, the vbscript editor (vbsedit). The code, although its simplicity, contains the single line of database object, an input line, processing line and execution line. There is it, very simple.

But the expanding is worth for it, as the implementation goes, the expanding and extending methods could easily get through, while my brains works for more individual solution and references to other things like a formula, data banks, knowledge base, repository, and any AI units.

As the time goes by, I've received an offer from one special inventor known in Malaysia to invite me to join his new project on networking protocol (a very high-definition network based project), which, in turn, said that I have such a potential in programming with C to get involved in his project. I am quite surprised, and I do take the challenge, we dealt the agreement and I started the project, even there are a pre-requisite for me before I could start safely.

Right now I am actively searching for a Linux gurus for guiding me into the new different 'territory' in order to work with this project.

For my office works, there is not much programming stuff available. All my jobs is supporting and maintaining beside doing some stuff like scripting and troubleshooting.

With the new gadgets, I hope they will accompany my life as well.

2007: A HAL ODYSSEY

"Good afternoon gentlemen, I am a HAL 9000."

Looks familiar? Haha... back in 1968 where computers are all in the third generation(citation needed), movie director, Stanley Kubrick was very optimistic to what will happen to computers today. LOL! Look at your screen, what are you guys touching? Is it a large switch, large dials or a huge monitors displaying a DOS-based text?

All these could be a strange things for those who born after 1968(me too), but for those who are a sci-fi lover, just like me, will turn back past a few year or even more, (with the help of nowadays borned HAL), just to see what people at these ages think about us today. Just to remember, this could bring the opposite too, what about us facing a few decades ahead? Are we thinking the same thing? Perhaps no. This is because, our brain is no more optimistic, where we are tend to solve problems according to the requirements, not the dreams. Anyway this is just my perception. Maybe there will be a more accurate answers out there.

Okay, back to the point. According to my first line, back a few months ago, the adventure begins. This happens when I was shocked by a Big Black Monolith, Ooopss.... Sorry... Its the Big Black Hp 9600 Monitor, where in there there were some people posted the very best shot of movie entitled "2001: A Space Odyssey", where I starred, shocked just like the Extra Terrestrial Wave. I watched it, and watched it, again and again. I couldn't understand what is the ending means, however I decided to buy it from Amazon.com soon.

What has inspired me so much from this movie is its only famous character, the Hal 9000 series. What surprised me much is, my problem(from the last post) which I can relate it here so far seems to tell me that I can build this machine.

WHAT?? Yes, Its true, this idea only comes from my mind and my dreams. In my dreams there is a very intelligent computer(my modified old pc in my dream) - begans instructing me this and that, talking, laughing, suggesting and even making its own decision - whether to shutdown or not. And what really miracled me is this dreams keep repeating and repeating after all the times. (Look at my incoming post of new blogs: Deja Vu). After I sensed it, this may be the result of my creation soon. I've quite gathered the ideas rapidly, previously and later on(of course) about the basic design and architecture of the machine. Well, in my bathroom, in my bedroom, even in my office or LRT, some time these ideas comes like a lightning. It wondered me very fast and suddenly I get the ideas from it quite quickly, by relating my previous knowledge and studies, understanding and interest in the computing history and technologies. I keep browse the websites, looking for the greatest supercomputers, and I've found ones - the talking IBM 740/7000 series. I noticed that this computer also inspired Arthur C. Clarke in making the wonderful scene in the movie.

Afterall, my ideas, my thaughts, my planning and programs has comes to my fingertips. From the moment I keying in this post, till I start the very first step of phase of the basic design or architecture, I can't turn away round. I will keep focus and concentrating until I succeed. The huge things should start on the small thing. Like some person said on the midpress websites, there should be a simple equation that triggers out the larger and larger equations, and soon the equations becomes complexed, just like the theories of a Big Bang. I believe this, and I've found myself following it.

I think maybe sometime I will create this most powerful computer evolution like the one Bill Gates created before, like the Dos before the Windows, the Windows before the Internet, the Internet before the...? And this could be my destiny. I hope one day computer may talk to you, just like your pet. It's very heuristic. It can act like a human. It has the expression. It has the soul. It has everything BUT...

..the error. Haha... the 9000 series is the error-less kind known. So visit my developer blog on the post entitled "HAL project 2007: The life and beyond" Happy viewing and enjoy the "What-will-come-next" fantasies in your dream, perhaps in realities!

Alias, keep your pod bay door always open, before something bad happens to you!

Life is New Again!

Well, my life seems to be better nowadays. After working in this company for a few months, I'm able to manage my working days, off days, or any holidays in a manner that the priority comes first, and the least comes next. This is pretty to said like controlling a heavy and complex machine at work, whereas the machine is my life. Yes, my life seems to be complicated these days, but afterall, the more I'm willing to manage it, the more solutions comes. The word 'complicated' may refer to the numbers or clusters of problems or programs that I need to work with, as a part of my beings. There are a number of problems and a corresponding programs to deal it with, and its a part of my jobs.
With more problems solved and the programs benefited my life, I feel that much of my problems met my own shape of lifestyle, instead. I love doing some unique and special activities that other people don't think they'll love it, or they just said that its the dangerous things!

After the discovery of my own life and philosophies beneath it, I seems to be able to find out and glue the problems and needs together. Yes, there is a problem whenever there is a needs. The needs is always vice versa to the problem. There is always been a match. The truth is, I never found the solution of this puzzle for the long-long time ago, in the galaxy far-far away.

But why? Maybe all of the reader will wonder this in their mind, but this may be due to the speciality or uniqeness of some individual or its easy to say its a gift from God, where my goal takes a long path, long time and a long step to go.

This has been proved or promised earlier by my mom; she is the only one who has the greatest words in order to get my life on their track.

So, after a huge discovery which takes about some years, I found myself that the minor problems in my mind is just a piece of gifts, and I will call it my master of source in my life(like a gold) from now on.

Before I notice this things, I always blurred and annoyed myself because I do looked weird and strange compared to the others, but after I discovered it myself(with the help from the God, of course), I get the big clue and chance to re-follow the path from the beginning! I hope that I will pay back what I've done wrong or whatever that has makes people upsets. This is just a beginning!

Mission Accomplished!

A few days ago, I've accomplished one of my missions - making people believe of my abilities. I've completed the task, which is a project of an information system, developed using MS Access. Although its look simple, but there are a lot of 'wires' instead. As I've built it, it becomes a proof to those who are unaware or unsatisfied of my product of quality(its more than software product, though!). They've built their own trusts of my works. There are more than one meaning of 'they' for myself, but I will tell you later.

What makes me satisfy is my own jobs. I am the kind of person who rather having a job-satisfying type of personality. I love doing my jobs, I love meeting peoples, discussing about my jobs, tasks, skills and knowledge. But this matter sometimes keeps far away left behind. Many peoples don't agree with this. They do not accept the statement of mine, neither theirs. This was accepted when they saw no match within my minds and physical belongings. Maybe they saw no relationships between what they could see physically and what they could see behind it(non-physically). What they'll like to say is to match what they know about how I look.

This makes me struggling a whole life, just to reach to this point(imagine how irritating was this), and when it's achieved, I could take a deep breath. But this lasts only for a while. There are a dozens, perhaps a billions of it are coming next. But still, I keep in my mind that these are all the tests coming from God, so that I keep trying it. Without the people believes, or support(or no unuseful support) from the third parties, I could being like in the hell.

I hope this gift(believing of peoples about me-although there are more people does now, except for the small community) would coming to me more and more soon.

What I know most if, this could change my life forever!

ready for a new life!

Today I have a lot of new stuff to be learned or settled or solved together. This can be easily explained by me as 'parallel'. All things in this world need to be done 'parallelly', except for those who are not living in this world of highly speedy super racing need of the perfect life, like in the urban areas. For those who are lived in the villages, or grown in the villages, will probably not understand this mind crafted statement. Everything need to be done on the same time. Each of the tasks has the same deadline. If anyone had already encountered this, they will likely have to said so.

Ok. First of all, I have a new piece of live after a long period of posts(sorry for that), as what can be seen in my profile, I've got the JOB! But this is not new, as I've said earlier, there are a long gap between my previous days and now, as the hole is appropriate for the preparations, upgrading, re-structuring, re-engineering, and re-build my life. I have all this done in a few months, regarding of my sleeping hours, daily timetables, hobbies, activities, which had to take a full time to be managed and changed, as to be adopted to the new and hopefully stabilized lifestyle.

From now on, I have something like a situation which are via, where, jobless to having a job, no tasks to a full of tasks, bored to joy, and no income to having an income. All these quite make me a shock, but, afterall, thanks God, for keeping the right track of my life.

But that's not all. There are some more tiny micro parts of my internal set of life which are still drifted from previously, where now still seems to be the like, but soon may recover and discarded. This is what the barrier I'm facing right now and having a full effort to battle over it. If I could only recover THESE problems, this would likely to be my true success in my life afterall. Not to mention the rest, but THESE are the top priority from the rest. I have to discover these one first.

Ok then, enough about my personal, now about my activities, I've finished the freelancing project submitted to me(at the same time with the job report day of the current job), which altogether have a total of 2, and this could make a little joy in my life. After a hardwork, stressful days, the struggled efforts works. I've submitted the report of the interface of the system ive built, together with the website, to the client. Right now they are ready to estimating the pay for me. And so with my job, the boss keep giving me the right and cool stuff to be made like webs, code scripts, and the like to be created just in time. Ha-ha, this what I loved! The development season comes again. After the experiences in Stampede Solution(My previous training place), I've got more confident built in myself to handle the larger problems or projects on various platforms(Pc, Server, Network or Printer) intermediately. All these stuffs keep me joining the good track of professionalisms through my life.

Happy life then!

post-convo days

Nowadays, its a relaxation days to me. But still, relaxation after relaxation seems turns to be a busy activity, chaos ever day in my life. This is when i have no idea where to go, what to do and how to live. Surprise?
I can tell you that, the live that i mean is rarely different here. It was all about the 'next-stages' part in everyone's life. Imagine like you are the game winners, so there must be a higher level. So that's what am i struggling about.

Day by day passed, and i still don't get the job, even as a clerk. Hundreds or maybe a thousands of posts of my resume and letter has been sent, but still, there were no answers. It's like all of my letters has been thrown into a thrashcan before it was to be sent. But, by who? I don't know.

And by the couple, nope, i think tripple of months later, the situation change my mind then. I got a new contract from somebody who claims to be the software trader or engineer or something like that, told me the projects delayed, and there were some organisations who offer me a thousands! Here, i feel like my life is building up back, with an opportunity to work at home, even during midnights. And all i found after these days were, a cheers and a happy moments acompanies me all the times, especially when i'm on my jobs.

Besides, my hobbies doesn't stop me from bothering them; i'm still always thinking of baking a good goodies, flying virtually, or even generating a cool melody from my 13th year-olds machine. To see my hobby for details, please view my profile.

Afterall, all i need is satisfaction, even there is a lack of opportunity of having that here. As everybody knows, living in Asian country doesn't have some much of explosure or fun of self-interested activity to be applied in real life. Say, you liked to make an animations, but there are nobody around you who wants that kind of job to be done. People have to create the job themselves, and advertise themselves. That's what happens to me all these times, if i might be right. But there's always be an opportunity. There are hundreds of peoples are jobless around there, and there are also a hundreds, or even a thousands of people are seeking an employee, but both of them are misconnected in a supposed ways. And i hope what i've got these days are the gifts from god, and thanks to God for receiving it, Alhamdulillah.

As a holy month of Ramadhan, May Allah bless all of Muslim people the best of His gifts. Pray always.

Have a good fasting month for all the Muslim around the world!

Hi, everyone...testing!

Hi, everyone! This is my first blog

The purpose of this blog is testing...
if it is ok then ok...

For everyone out there

i'm mohd fariz bin ismail a final year student of
U.P.M(Universiti Putra Malaysia) studying a
Bachelor in Computer Science(software engineering).

i'm also interest in software developing, web designing, programming
and any other computer related jobs...

and currently i'm searching for new jobs...

if anyone interested in this fields or related topics
can post to me at my mail: k_mz79@yahoo.com
or if it can be displayed here its better,

and if anyone who like to share the knowledge of my field
can also doing so,

and im most interested in doing a software project...
if anyone having a difficulties or problems regarding to
developing a software or programs, just simply post it
to me using the address above(i'm just a beginner and will try to
solve the simpler solutions at the moment...).

have fun!