post-convo days

Nowadays, its a relaxation days to me. But still, relaxation after relaxation seems turns to be a busy activity, chaos ever day in my life. This is when i have no idea where to go, what to do and how to live. Surprise?
I can tell you that, the live that i mean is rarely different here. It was all about the 'next-stages' part in everyone's life. Imagine like you are the game winners, so there must be a higher level. So that's what am i struggling about.

Day by day passed, and i still don't get the job, even as a clerk. Hundreds or maybe a thousands of posts of my resume and letter has been sent, but still, there were no answers. It's like all of my letters has been thrown into a thrashcan before it was to be sent. But, by who? I don't know.

And by the couple, nope, i think tripple of months later, the situation change my mind then. I got a new contract from somebody who claims to be the software trader or engineer or something like that, told me the projects delayed, and there were some organisations who offer me a thousands! Here, i feel like my life is building up back, with an opportunity to work at home, even during midnights. And all i found after these days were, a cheers and a happy moments acompanies me all the times, especially when i'm on my jobs.

Besides, my hobbies doesn't stop me from bothering them; i'm still always thinking of baking a good goodies, flying virtually, or even generating a cool melody from my 13th year-olds machine. To see my hobby for details, please view my profile.

Afterall, all i need is satisfaction, even there is a lack of opportunity of having that here. As everybody knows, living in Asian country doesn't have some much of explosure or fun of self-interested activity to be applied in real life. Say, you liked to make an animations, but there are nobody around you who wants that kind of job to be done. People have to create the job themselves, and advertise themselves. That's what happens to me all these times, if i might be right. But there's always be an opportunity. There are hundreds of peoples are jobless around there, and there are also a hundreds, or even a thousands of people are seeking an employee, but both of them are misconnected in a supposed ways. And i hope what i've got these days are the gifts from god, and thanks to God for receiving it, Alhamdulillah.

As a holy month of Ramadhan, May Allah bless all of Muslim people the best of His gifts. Pray always.

Have a good fasting month for all the Muslim around the world!