Tuesday, September 25, 2007

New Man's Voice

Thanks for your viewings of this new post, actually I'm working on more blogs to be coming after this, though I'm running out of time. This post will tell you about the so known branch of my interests, i.e a parts of my hobbies, but this times its close to philosophies or thoughts.

Just now, just before I begin to write this post, I've read the very beautiful blogs, one about my favorite local author, Faisal Tehrani, whom I've read one of his popular book, entitled 'Bila Tuhan Berbicara'. I'm keep on getting on his books, for his works is the best of his imagination and thoughts, not to compare with the leading international one.

To be mention with this measures, honestly speaking, I'm looking for the sake of all mankind who seek for the global fairness. Unlike some part, like what claimed by the blog I read before, where in this world there are such an entity who likes to hides the 'lights' given by the God to them from the public. This statements has been thought by the president Mahmoud Ahmadinejad , in his speech read by me in that blog. What he claims is that the scientist and professors did not done the works like what the God has told them to do. They do the job, but instead manipulating it by hiding some useful elements, such as the spiritual and holy parts, which links to the mankind. This could destroy the peace, and distort the nature of the world itself.

I do agree with his statement, well, if the scientist of the leading country has done the true job previously, why then we saw too much of disasters, war, terrorists, and also a human discriminations? There is a 'light' of someone voice that proved that the life we are carry on is containing a final path or destination to the default 'world', where everything starts here. This is our journey, and its only lasts temporarily. So, for this reason, I've found a people like this could be a good interpreter to the world who are in thirst of justice and truth. People of Iran, say did in need of true justice upon them, because they live in a complete disaster in the past of 30 years. Just imagine, how a country of the people who don't commit everything on a war, but instead becomes a victim of terrorism. This could be a bad story but not for this part of a country of a world. They are all humans like we do, they eat, they live, they work and play like we do, so what in the world did the power world got to do with it? War? Kill? Conquer? Perhaps they seek an extra freedom by doing this, so that they could overtake or hide all of the innocent worlds' gifts or advantages, like what have they found so far.

As to the new man's voice, this will be like him and the author of my new favorite books of a thoughts, philosophy and also a humanity and nature. This person talks much of the God teachings, mankind and the relationships between them, and therefore it binds together and becomes a very beautiful works so far. I like almost all of his books, where the books discuss a lot of topics, more than just the religous or the science as well. I covers through almost every aspects of human beings, so that I think this person might have a huge perspective of human journey as well. He might know more about our journey on earth, like what to be called a 'Khalifah', the man who sent by God to earth to manage earth and to pray to Him, and describes it harmonically in his books. I like it. The ideas behind his works can be my examples of my daily routines, as I wouldn't confuse of any bad things exists on this world.


To be true, I am a software engineer, but, in the same time, I would like to practice it in the very true ways according to the God, my only religous and teachings, thus a philosophies lies beyond it. In this holy month of Islam, may I take the time to 'repair' myself and upgrading my track upon the right path to the God. This is related to how I manage my life, how well I accomplish my tasks, my future and my destiny. Together, I would like to share this bless with all of the participating people, especially muslims around the world. This may include the unity of all the residents of the innocent people, by approaching the healthy way of unity and life.


May God bless you always, happy Ramadhan and Eid-Ul-Fitr coming soon.

Sunday, September 09, 2007

My Hobbies and works

Hi all, after a 'long time no see' event happens in this blog, I'm here to continue what I'm saying about myself in the only blog about me and my life. Ok, afterall, this is my dream: to enable me to accomplish my life through my hobbies and my work. What I mean by this statement is, everyday I'm facing with a same situation: how to accompany the world with my thoughts, and how to make this world of peoples trust in me. After I keep spinning my head thinking how to solve this matter, finally I've found one solution, to blend anything left behind my dreams, my hobbies and my works together.

What to be the truth is, when I woke up, I always had a dream of the future, where myself is totally 'blended' with the every aspects of the life, my interests, my hobbies and my imagination. This is like what the people said when the dreams comes true, but to me, its more than just the dream itself. It also includes my interests, my hobbies and the likes. This is because my interests have many aspects of my life and my behaviour, like, for example, I take one of it, say, cooking. When I do cooking, I get the meals I want, that suits to my health, cuisines and also the eating style. I am the one who only know, after a long period of discoveries upon myself, that whatever contains in my interest or hobbies is related to myself, including my own spirit of nature, and also health. What I want and don't like is always contain in my hobbies, like when I played some musics on an instrument such as the organ, I do exercise my fingers, hands, arms and also my legs, where it moves my circulation of bloods, my moods, where it suits to the songs that I played, and my soul, relaxed, while attempting to believe that I can played such a beautiful songs. Thats all the relationships between my hobbies and health.

While for my works, I've also found some similar relationships, but this times it seldom flaws, like a plane wants to land in a crosswind condition. If I could handle it easily, than the chance to survive in my life is 100%. To make it easy, it involve a many steps, so as I've took a lot in a past times. This is to be related to my current abilities and disabilities(strength and weaknesses) about my jobs. To overcome this, I have to train a lot instead of practicing a true nature of the works of an engineer, where it could be having a shield from various swords, like the anger, complaints, and unsatisfaction of my jobs. This is the most energy needed part to me, where I do need to build a such 'shield'. This shield may last longer, if it is build by the proper material, and it too could crash soon if it is being built by the less quality ingredients. The ingredients include the strength and weaknesses of myself, where I found it all contains in my hobbies, interests and dreams so far.

What happens in my dreams is it keep telling me the clue to many things, like what I need to do to solve my certain problem of situations, like dealing with a person or any troubleshooting of any part of the system or even totally dealing with the machines. To deal with a human, you need to talk, prove, and relate it to the many parts of the world, to make them understand. As for the system or machines, you need to demonstrate and interact as personally as you could to it, hence the idea of a HAL 9000 supercomputer, which I will be building it soon. One example of my dreams is I keep saw my table fan at my own bedroom(in my dream it appears to be my old bedroom where now it has become my younger brother's room), where it always make its own decision, whether to speed up, slow down, or stops at all, depending on how many times and electricity has been consumed since I'm in that room for a day.(I think this might remind me of staying a long time in a bedroom). And when I fix it, check for the errors, or logs(if it have:)), or re-detach and re-attach it back, it still behave the same. So, after annoyed by that thing, I couldn't bang it, because it is also 'alive', by giving a warning to make the other electrical equipment taking over its behavior if it died soon. After a while, I keep saw the light, keep switched off one by one, after its usage period is over. This also remind me of the electricity usages, as I always left too many lights on in my house. This scenario also keep giving me an idea on how to solve the problems, by relating to all my hobbies and interests.

As I said just now, I could link all the electrical equipment to one central computer, where I could control the times, or its behavior to operates in many conditions, in order to saves the energy. I have a lot of ideas keep growing in my mind about the new inventions, solutions and many alternatives in order to keep myself and this world safe, green and healthy forever.

This is what I call the relationships between my dreams and my interests, beside my hobbies and my works as I told you just now. One other thing is that when I doing my hobbies, it exercise me and unwind me from any pressure I might experience during my works or daily jobs. As for this, I have a new planning, which I would like to join back my music classes that I have left for about a decade ago, where I used to attend the music class to learn the organ at the Technics Music School at Subang Jaya. Here I've learned until grade 4, but never took an exam. I stopped here because I have the other important things to catch up in my life at that time, my studies. At that time, by the year 1997, I was at the Inpens College taking a Pre-Science course held by the Mara Institute of Technology (now UITM), in order to take the engineering course if I could get the good grade. Due to a struggling habits at that time (Pre-UITM course often thaught in that way at many of the franchise available), I have to skip any of my side activities during that time and continue studying. Now is only the best time I thought for myself, of having such the activities in the past times. I can enjoy my hobbies, taking extra curriculum or sports, or having fun enjoying any extra jobs or freelancing works. This could also build my strengths, as I've saw in my dreams earlier.

Ok, this is all for me to talk about my dreams and hobbies, and I would create another blog on my dreams soon, so do keep updated with my daily posts! Adios, big buddy!