Mission Accomplished!

A few days ago, I've accomplished one of my missions - making people believe of my abilities. I've completed the task, which is a project of an information system, developed using MS Access. Although its look simple, but there are a lot of 'wires' instead. As I've built it, it becomes a proof to those who are unaware or unsatisfied of my product of quality(its more than software product, though!). They've built their own trusts of my works. There are more than one meaning of 'they' for myself, but I will tell you later.

What makes me satisfy is my own jobs. I am the kind of person who rather having a job-satisfying type of personality. I love doing my jobs, I love meeting peoples, discussing about my jobs, tasks, skills and knowledge. But this matter sometimes keeps far away left behind. Many peoples don't agree with this. They do not accept the statement of mine, neither theirs. This was accepted when they saw no match within my minds and physical belongings. Maybe they saw no relationships between what they could see physically and what they could see behind it(non-physically). What they'll like to say is to match what they know about how I look.

This makes me struggling a whole life, just to reach to this point(imagine how irritating was this), and when it's achieved, I could take a deep breath. But this lasts only for a while. There are a dozens, perhaps a billions of it are coming next. But still, I keep in my mind that these are all the tests coming from God, so that I keep trying it. Without the people believes, or support(or no unuseful support) from the third parties, I could being like in the hell.

I hope this gift(believing of peoples about me-although there are more people does now, except for the small community) would coming to me more and more soon.

What I know most if, this could change my life forever!