"Good afternoon gentlemen, I am a HAL 9000."
Looks familiar? Haha... back in 1968 where computers are all in the third generation(citation needed), movie director, Stanley Kubrick was very optimistic to what will happen to computers today. LOL! Look at your screen, what are you guys touching? Is it a large switch, large dials or a huge monitors displaying a DOS-based text?
All these could be a strange things for those who born after 1968(me too), but for those who are a sci-fi lover, just like me, will turn back past a few year or even more, (with the help of nowadays borned HAL), just to see what people at these ages think about us today. Just to remember, this could bring the opposite too, what about us facing a few decades ahead? Are we thinking the same thing? Perhaps no. This is because, our brain is no more optimistic, where we are tend to solve problems according to the requirements, not the dreams. Anyway this is just my perception. Maybe there will be a more accurate answers out there.
Okay, back to the point. According to my first line, back a few months ago, the adventure begins. This happens when I was shocked by a Big Black Monolith, Ooopss.... Sorry... Its the Big Black Hp 9600 Monitor, where in there there were some people posted the very best shot of movie entitled "2001: A Space Odyssey", where I starred, shocked just like the Extra Terrestrial Wave. I watched it, and watched it, again and again. I couldn't understand what is the ending means, however I decided to buy it from Amazon.com soon.
What has inspired me so much from this movie is its only famous character, the Hal 9000 series. What surprised me much is, my problem(from the last post) which I can relate it here so far seems to tell me that I can build this machine.
WHAT?? Yes, Its true, this idea only comes from my mind and my dreams. In my dreams there is a very intelligent computer(my modified old pc in my dream) - begans instructing me this and that, talking, laughing, suggesting and even making its own decision - whether to shutdown or not. And what really miracled me is this dreams keep repeating and repeating after all the times. (Look at my incoming post of new blogs: Deja Vu). After I sensed it, this may be the result of my creation soon. I've quite gathered the ideas rapidly, previously and later on(of course) about the basic design and architecture of the machine. Well, in my bathroom, in my bedroom, even in my office or LRT, some time these ideas comes like a lightning. It wondered me very fast and suddenly I get the ideas from it quite quickly, by relating my previous knowledge and studies, understanding and interest in the computing history and technologies. I keep browse the websites, looking for the greatest supercomputers, and I've found ones - the talking IBM 740/7000 series. I noticed that this computer also inspired Arthur C. Clarke in making the wonderful scene in the movie.
Afterall, my ideas, my thaughts, my planning and programs has comes to my fingertips. From the moment I keying in this post, till I start the very first step of phase of the basic design or architecture, I can't turn away round. I will keep focus and concentrating until I succeed. The huge things should start on the small thing. Like some person said on the midpress websites, there should be a simple equation that triggers out the larger and larger equations, and soon the equations becomes complexed, just like the theories of a Big Bang. I believe this, and I've found myself following it.
I think maybe sometime I will create this most powerful computer evolution like the one Bill Gates created before, like the Dos before the Windows, the Windows before the Internet, the Internet before the...? And this could be my destiny. I hope one day computer may talk to you, just like your pet. It's very heuristic. It can act like a human. It has the expression. It has the soul. It has everything BUT...
..the error. Haha... the 9000 series is the error-less kind known. So visit my developer blog on the post entitled "HAL project 2007: The life and beyond" Happy viewing and enjoy the "What-will-come-next" fantasies in your dream, perhaps in realities!
Alias, keep your pod bay door always open, before something bad happens to you!
Friday, March 30, 2007
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Life is New Again!
Well, my life seems to be better nowadays. After working in this company for a few months, I'm able to manage my working days, off days, or any holidays in a manner that the priority comes first, and the least comes next. This is pretty to said like controlling a heavy and complex machine at work, whereas the machine is my life. Yes, my life seems to be complicated these days, but afterall, the more I'm willing to manage it, the more solutions comes. The word 'complicated' may refer to the numbers or clusters of problems or programs that I need to work with, as a part of my beings. There are a number of problems and a corresponding programs to deal it with, and its a part of my jobs.
With more problems solved and the programs benefited my life, I feel that much of my problems met my own shape of lifestyle, instead. I love doing some unique and special activities that other people don't think they'll love it, or they just said that its the dangerous things!
After the discovery of my own life and philosophies beneath it, I seems to be able to find out and glue the problems and needs together. Yes, there is a problem whenever there is a needs. The needs is always vice versa to the problem. There is always been a match. The truth is, I never found the solution of this puzzle for the long-long time ago, in the galaxy far-far away.
But why? Maybe all of the reader will wonder this in their mind, but this may be due to the speciality or uniqeness of some individual or its easy to say its a gift from God, where my goal takes a long path, long time and a long step to go.
This has been proved or promised earlier by my mom; she is the only one who has the greatest words in order to get my life on their track.
So, after a huge discovery which takes about some years, I found myself that the minor problems in my mind is just a piece of gifts, and I will call it my master of source in my life(like a gold) from now on.
Before I notice this things, I always blurred and annoyed myself because I do looked weird and strange compared to the others, but after I discovered it myself(with the help from the God, of course), I get the big clue and chance to re-follow the path from the beginning! I hope that I will pay back what I've done wrong or whatever that has makes people upsets. This is just a beginning!
With more problems solved and the programs benefited my life, I feel that much of my problems met my own shape of lifestyle, instead. I love doing some unique and special activities that other people don't think they'll love it, or they just said that its the dangerous things!
After the discovery of my own life and philosophies beneath it, I seems to be able to find out and glue the problems and needs together. Yes, there is a problem whenever there is a needs. The needs is always vice versa to the problem. There is always been a match. The truth is, I never found the solution of this puzzle for the long-long time ago, in the galaxy far-far away.
But why? Maybe all of the reader will wonder this in their mind, but this may be due to the speciality or uniqeness of some individual or its easy to say its a gift from God, where my goal takes a long path, long time and a long step to go.
This has been proved or promised earlier by my mom; she is the only one who has the greatest words in order to get my life on their track.
So, after a huge discovery which takes about some years, I found myself that the minor problems in my mind is just a piece of gifts, and I will call it my master of source in my life(like a gold) from now on.
Before I notice this things, I always blurred and annoyed myself because I do looked weird and strange compared to the others, but after I discovered it myself(with the help from the God, of course), I get the big clue and chance to re-follow the path from the beginning! I hope that I will pay back what I've done wrong or whatever that has makes people upsets. This is just a beginning!
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Mission Accomplished!
A few days ago, I've accomplished one of my missions - making people believe of my abilities. I've completed the task, which is a project of an information system, developed using MS Access. Although its look simple, but there are a lot of 'wires' instead. As I've built it, it becomes a proof to those who are unaware or unsatisfied of my product of quality(its more than software product, though!). They've built their own trusts of my works. There are more than one meaning of 'they' for myself, but I will tell you later.
What makes me satisfy is my own jobs. I am the kind of person who rather having a job-satisfying type of personality. I love doing my jobs, I love meeting peoples, discussing about my jobs, tasks, skills and knowledge. But this matter sometimes keeps far away left behind. Many peoples don't agree with this. They do not accept the statement of mine, neither theirs. This was accepted when they saw no match within my minds and physical belongings. Maybe they saw no relationships between what they could see physically and what they could see behind it(non-physically). What they'll like to say is to match what they know about how I look.
This makes me struggling a whole life, just to reach to this point(imagine how irritating was this), and when it's achieved, I could take a deep breath. But this lasts only for a while. There are a dozens, perhaps a billions of it are coming next. But still, I keep in my mind that these are all the tests coming from God, so that I keep trying it. Without the people believes, or support(or no unuseful support) from the third parties, I could being like in the hell.
I hope this gift(believing of peoples about me-although there are more people does now, except for the small community) would coming to me more and more soon.
What I know most if, this could change my life forever!
What makes me satisfy is my own jobs. I am the kind of person who rather having a job-satisfying type of personality. I love doing my jobs, I love meeting peoples, discussing about my jobs, tasks, skills and knowledge. But this matter sometimes keeps far away left behind. Many peoples don't agree with this. They do not accept the statement of mine, neither theirs. This was accepted when they saw no match within my minds and physical belongings. Maybe they saw no relationships between what they could see physically and what they could see behind it(non-physically). What they'll like to say is to match what they know about how I look.
This makes me struggling a whole life, just to reach to this point(imagine how irritating was this), and when it's achieved, I could take a deep breath. But this lasts only for a while. There are a dozens, perhaps a billions of it are coming next. But still, I keep in my mind that these are all the tests coming from God, so that I keep trying it. Without the people believes, or support(or no unuseful support) from the third parties, I could being like in the hell.
I hope this gift(believing of peoples about me-although there are more people does now, except for the small community) would coming to me more and more soon.
What I know most if, this could change my life forever!
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
ready for a new life!
Today I have a lot of new stuff to be learned or settled or solved together. This can be easily explained by me as 'parallel'. All things in this world need to be done 'parallelly', except for those who are not living in this world of highly speedy super racing need of the perfect life, like in the urban areas. For those who are lived in the villages, or grown in the villages, will probably not understand this mind crafted statement. Everything need to be done on the same time. Each of the tasks has the same deadline. If anyone had already encountered this, they will likely have to said so.
Ok. First of all, I have a new piece of live after a long period of posts(sorry for that), as what can be seen in my profile, I've got the JOB! But this is not new, as I've said earlier, there are a long gap between my previous days and now, as the hole is appropriate for the preparations, upgrading, re-structuring, re-engineering, and re-build my life. I have all this done in a few months, regarding of my sleeping hours, daily timetables, hobbies, activities, which had to take a full time to be managed and changed, as to be adopted to the new and hopefully stabilized lifestyle.
From now on, I have something like a situation which are via, where, jobless to having a job, no tasks to a full of tasks, bored to joy, and no income to having an income. All these quite make me a shock, but, afterall, thanks God, for keeping the right track of my life.
But that's not all. There are some more tiny micro parts of my internal set of life which are still drifted from previously, where now still seems to be the like, but soon may recover and discarded. This is what the barrier I'm facing right now and having a full effort to battle over it. If I could only recover THESE problems, this would likely to be my true success in my life afterall. Not to mention the rest, but THESE are the top priority from the rest. I have to discover these one first.
Ok then, enough about my personal, now about my activities, I've finished the freelancing project submitted to me(at the same time with the job report day of the current job), which altogether have a total of 2, and this could make a little joy in my life. After a hardwork, stressful days, the struggled efforts works. I've submitted the report of the interface of the system ive built, together with the website, to the client. Right now they are ready to estimating the pay for me. And so with my job, the boss keep giving me the right and cool stuff to be made like webs, code scripts, and the like to be created just in time. Ha-ha, this what I loved! The development season comes again. After the experiences in Stampede Solution(My previous training place), I've got more confident built in myself to handle the larger problems or projects on various platforms(Pc, Server, Network or Printer) intermediately. All these stuffs keep me joining the good track of professionalisms through my life.
Happy life then!
Ok. First of all, I have a new piece of live after a long period of posts(sorry for that), as what can be seen in my profile, I've got the JOB! But this is not new, as I've said earlier, there are a long gap between my previous days and now, as the hole is appropriate for the preparations, upgrading, re-structuring, re-engineering, and re-build my life. I have all this done in a few months, regarding of my sleeping hours, daily timetables, hobbies, activities, which had to take a full time to be managed and changed, as to be adopted to the new and hopefully stabilized lifestyle.
From now on, I have something like a situation which are via, where, jobless to having a job, no tasks to a full of tasks, bored to joy, and no income to having an income. All these quite make me a shock, but, afterall, thanks God, for keeping the right track of my life.
But that's not all. There are some more tiny micro parts of my internal set of life which are still drifted from previously, where now still seems to be the like, but soon may recover and discarded. This is what the barrier I'm facing right now and having a full effort to battle over it. If I could only recover THESE problems, this would likely to be my true success in my life afterall. Not to mention the rest, but THESE are the top priority from the rest. I have to discover these one first.
Ok then, enough about my personal, now about my activities, I've finished the freelancing project submitted to me(at the same time with the job report day of the current job), which altogether have a total of 2, and this could make a little joy in my life. After a hardwork, stressful days, the struggled efforts works. I've submitted the report of the interface of the system ive built, together with the website, to the client. Right now they are ready to estimating the pay for me. And so with my job, the boss keep giving me the right and cool stuff to be made like webs, code scripts, and the like to be created just in time. Ha-ha, this what I loved! The development season comes again. After the experiences in Stampede Solution(My previous training place), I've got more confident built in myself to handle the larger problems or projects on various platforms(Pc, Server, Network or Printer) intermediately. All these stuffs keep me joining the good track of professionalisms through my life.
Happy life then!
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
post-convo days
Nowadays, its a relaxation days to me. But still, relaxation after relaxation seems turns to be a busy activity, chaos ever day in my life. This is when i have no idea where to go, what to do and how to live. Surprise?
I can tell you that, the live that i mean is rarely different here. It was all about the 'next-stages' part in everyone's life. Imagine like you are the game winners, so there must be a higher level. So that's what am i struggling about.
Day by day passed, and i still don't get the job, even as a clerk. Hundreds or maybe a thousands of posts of my resume and letter has been sent, but still, there were no answers. It's like all of my letters has been thrown into a thrashcan before it was to be sent. But, by who? I don't know.
And by the couple, nope, i think tripple of months later, the situation change my mind then. I got a new contract from somebody who claims to be the software trader or engineer or something like that, told me the projects delayed, and there were some organisations who offer me a thousands! Here, i feel like my life is building up back, with an opportunity to work at home, even during midnights. And all i found after these days were, a cheers and a happy moments acompanies me all the times, especially when i'm on my jobs.
Besides, my hobbies doesn't stop me from bothering them; i'm still always thinking of baking a good goodies, flying virtually, or even generating a cool melody from my 13th year-olds machine. To see my hobby for details, please view my profile.
Afterall, all i need is satisfaction, even there is a lack of opportunity of having that here. As everybody knows, living in Asian country doesn't have some much of explosure or fun of self-interested activity to be applied in real life. Say, you liked to make an animations, but there are nobody around you who wants that kind of job to be done. People have to create the job themselves, and advertise themselves. That's what happens to me all these times, if i might be right. But there's always be an opportunity. There are hundreds of peoples are jobless around there, and there are also a hundreds, or even a thousands of people are seeking an employee, but both of them are misconnected in a supposed ways. And i hope what i've got these days are the gifts from god, and thanks to God for receiving it, Alhamdulillah.
As a holy month of Ramadhan, May Allah bless all of Muslim people the best of His gifts. Pray always.
Have a good fasting month for all the Muslim around the world!
I can tell you that, the live that i mean is rarely different here. It was all about the 'next-stages' part in everyone's life. Imagine like you are the game winners, so there must be a higher level. So that's what am i struggling about.
Day by day passed, and i still don't get the job, even as a clerk. Hundreds or maybe a thousands of posts of my resume and letter has been sent, but still, there were no answers. It's like all of my letters has been thrown into a thrashcan before it was to be sent. But, by who? I don't know.
And by the couple, nope, i think tripple of months later, the situation change my mind then. I got a new contract from somebody who claims to be the software trader or engineer or something like that, told me the projects delayed, and there were some organisations who offer me a thousands! Here, i feel like my life is building up back, with an opportunity to work at home, even during midnights. And all i found after these days were, a cheers and a happy moments acompanies me all the times, especially when i'm on my jobs.
Besides, my hobbies doesn't stop me from bothering them; i'm still always thinking of baking a good goodies, flying virtually, or even generating a cool melody from my 13th year-olds machine. To see my hobby for details, please view my profile.
Afterall, all i need is satisfaction, even there is a lack of opportunity of having that here. As everybody knows, living in Asian country doesn't have some much of explosure or fun of self-interested activity to be applied in real life. Say, you liked to make an animations, but there are nobody around you who wants that kind of job to be done. People have to create the job themselves, and advertise themselves. That's what happens to me all these times, if i might be right. But there's always be an opportunity. There are hundreds of peoples are jobless around there, and there are also a hundreds, or even a thousands of people are seeking an employee, but both of them are misconnected in a supposed ways. And i hope what i've got these days are the gifts from god, and thanks to God for receiving it, Alhamdulillah.
As a holy month of Ramadhan, May Allah bless all of Muslim people the best of His gifts. Pray always.
Have a good fasting month for all the Muslim around the world!
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
Hi, everyone...testing!
Hi, everyone! This is my first blog
The purpose of this blog is testing...
if it is ok then ok...
For everyone out there
i'm mohd fariz bin ismail a final year student of
U.P.M(Universiti Putra Malaysia) studying a
Bachelor in Computer Science(software engineering).
i'm also interest in software developing, web designing, programming
and any other computer related jobs...
and currently i'm searching for new jobs...
if anyone interested in this fields or related topics
can post to me at my mail: k_mz79@yahoo.com
or if it can be displayed here its better,
and if anyone who like to share the knowledge of my field
can also doing so,
and im most interested in doing a software project...
if anyone having a difficulties or problems regarding to
developing a software or programs, just simply post it
to me using the address above(i'm just a beginner and will try to
solve the simpler solutions at the moment...).
have fun!
The purpose of this blog is testing...
if it is ok then ok...
For everyone out there
i'm mohd fariz bin ismail a final year student of
U.P.M(Universiti Putra Malaysia) studying a
Bachelor in Computer Science(software engineering).
i'm also interest in software developing, web designing, programming
and any other computer related jobs...
and currently i'm searching for new jobs...
if anyone interested in this fields or related topics
can post to me at my mail: k_mz79@yahoo.com
or if it can be displayed here its better,
and if anyone who like to share the knowledge of my field
can also doing so,
and im most interested in doing a software project...
if anyone having a difficulties or problems regarding to
developing a software or programs, just simply post it
to me using the address above(i'm just a beginner and will try to
solve the simpler solutions at the moment...).
have fun!
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